January 17, 2011 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
Lately it seems that I am consistently thinking, dreaming, and being mindful of past relationships that have well… ended up stopping due to who knows why really. And I still have hurt feelings over them because I tried to be friends yet it blew up in my face but yesterday I read an uplifting section of my textbook and realized that there is no point in thinking or wasting time worried about the affect or is it effect of past actions and that I should move on with my life and that is exactly what I plan to do. Wish me luck in opening a new chapter in my life where I become more confident and self-motivated. Advice of the day: Don’t let the actions of others bring you down. Who Cares what they think the only opinion that should matter to you should be your own (when it comes to you and who you are) now I am not giving you permission to put others down or to hurt others with your opinions. Just don’t care about what people say about you focus on something else like school.
January 14, 2011 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
okay so I got “let go” from my job which came to no surprise and quite frankly I felt like I wanted to quit anyway. I mean I was losing hours and practice that I needed for school plus I was being pushed to do more then I signed up for, and it was kind of contradicting between both parties how one would ask to focus on kids and other would ask to do more then the first. I will say there is an upside a silver lining if you will. I got to sleep in and now I don’t have to stress about school. Downside I will miss the fantastic kids. Here is some advice if you ever get “let go” or fired don’t take it to heart it may just be a conflicting schedule. If you take things too personally you may get stuck living in your own world and that would lead to depression when things don’t go the way you planned. Life is full of little surprises and risks, don’t be afraid to put yourself out there.
January 9, 2011 - Posted by Shygirl108 - 1 Comment
I have been gone for a long long time.I recently found out that my friend has an account so I decided to make one little did I know I had one already and I just forgot about it. A lot has happen in the past few well years. I have been growing as a person and following my dreams though I still need to wait about two more years until I can go full out and chase my dreams. i am excited for the future and can’t wait to get started. WOW! I never know what to talk about so if you want to here something specific let me know I will answer as many questions as I can.
July 5, 2009 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
Sigh. Sometimes my impatient side shows and I can’t stand it. I am tired of waiting should I have told him about PDA?? He’ll find out soon enough, maybe I will see him tomorrow at work? Maybe not, do you think that he was just punking me because he found out I had a crush on him in the past? don’t you find it funny how I give advice but can’t follow it myself? I guess that is my true flaw. Can’t help it sometimes it is best to ask for help from others than receive it from yourself. Though what I said is true don’t rush into a relationship and I am not going to it is just nice to have some one to talk to, you know?
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July 1, 2009 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
I had a crush on this guy in December and now he is saying that I am pretty and that he doesn’t know how he feels and idk how I feel I am just really confused, this was Tuesday. On July 1st, he said he wanted to say something that started with an I and ended with a you. The only thing worse then not knowing your own feelings is not knowing what is going on on the other line or in the other persons head. I pride myself in helping my friends with relationship advice but I get stuck when it comes to myself. I guess I am a girl gives advice but can’t take it herself, one huge flaw. So here is the big problem I don’t like to rush into things I have before and I ended up getting hurt (2x) and I just don’t want that to happen again, is that a bad thing? I like him he is sweet but I am unsure of what is going on in his mind. Well until next time.
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June 27, 2009 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
Okay so my friend we’ll call her OWVK (Obsessed With Vampire Knight (Anime)) has a crush on another friend of mine we’ll call him PDA. So OWVK likes PDA alot there is one problem PDA likes ME (not a code name). And I don’t exactly feel the same way about him as he does for me. (I’m the old fashion courting kinda gal) I was told by another friend, we’ll call her, well i can’t think of a nice thing to call her because she hasn’t always been nice to me so, MEAN, told me that after I told PDA I am old fashioned he asked her out. This is where it gets sticky and messy. According to what I have heard PDA asked out a number of girls before me, MEAN, another girl, and so on,through a simple cycle of the same girls for years. He asked me out right after asking another girl (who now has a Boyfriend I can’t stand) and then I hear that PDA asked MEAN out right after me. But when I was talking to PDA he said he didn’t and i let it go and moved on. So at the end of School, OWVK told me that PDA was talking to her and that she was told he rather go out with me and not with her when I talked to PDA about it he said that he didn’t want either of us getting hurt (do you see a pattern) so here is the problem I don’t know what to think, I don’t know who is lying or telling the truth. OWVK is freaking out and I keep telling her to figure out what it is she is looking for and slow down (SUMMER post) but it seems like it isn’t clicking so here is where I stand I don’t know how I feel about PDA in the since of Boyfriend material it seems fishy that i am hearing two different stories from everyone. I am just going to let summer magic do what it will and try to stay out of this huge mess I keep getting thrown into maybe they’ll catch a clue? Hopefully.
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June 24, 2009 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
So today my Mom asked me to go see the new Transformers movie and so when we got there, there must have been about forty kids under the age of thirteen in the theater to watch it!!! Like OMG!! Where are all the prideful and knowledge that adult say they have? Don’t they know that PG-13 means kids thirteen and up am I mistaken? Thankfully the little kid sitting next to me didn’t understand any of it *sigh of relief* My review on the Transformers: Rise Of The Fallen ; Great Movie didn’t need all the sexual stuff but other then that excellent.
June 23, 2009 - Posted by Shygirl108 - 2 Comments
Summer full of freedom from school and plans to hang with friends. But then there is a summer job but the one thing every girl (at least every girl I know) Dreams of is a Summer Romance(LOVE). But the chance of every girl finding one is not very high seeming how boys are slowly be coming extinct. Or so I have heard. But then again guys tend to look for either more then a summer romance or a one night stand (again something I have heard) My Advice Girls move slow don’t rush and live life knowing there is more to life then having a guy or romance in it GUYS Don’t Pressure girls into anything you will regret it later if it is meant to be then it should be at the slowest pace between you two.
Expression And Spreading Your Wings Are Important to Finding Yourself!
June 21, 2009 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
We, Humans, tend to spend about three to four years running around doing nothing then we spend thirteen years in school learning information that may or may not be even important. I mean how many times a day do you use Pre-Cal, of course if it is your job to then that works, but say that you are a stay-at-home parent? Do you use logarithms in order to figure out what to feed your cat,dog, or children?
Then the next four or more years we spend in College which is just a more expensive expansion of knowledge ( don’t get me wrong Education is extremely important in my eyes) just to get a better paying job. Life is the Ultimate Sacrifice BECAUSE during all this high school, and middle school, elementary schooling, we search and look and try to find a companion to call either a friend or a Best Friend or even a BOY/GIRLFRIEND but we lose focus easily when spending time with said person. We lose our dreams by partying our lives away, we Ruin other peoples’ dreams because we want them there with us doing what we want them too.
“Don’t let some one push you around you may end up losing all you can call your own.”
Expression And Spreading Your Wings Are Important to Finding Yourself!
June 21, 2009 - Posted by Shygirl108 - Comments Off
In the very beginning of time Man was created then came Woman and it is said that Woman was created for Man. I think Differently (no I am STRAIGHT) I think Woman was created to add a Sensitive and Thoughtfulness to the world.
But This is MY Story not the World’s! You Just get to witness it.
Well I had a Different Blog but for some strange reason this site wouldn’t let me on so I started over.
Okay so I am a little new to blogging so please send me feed back thanks TONS!!
Expression And Spreading Your Wings Are Important to Finding Yourself!
